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In My Life - john lennon 1965 Rubber Soul  I am back from sierra's b-day. it was fun. And now it is the day after tommorrow im leaving Your not alone responses. Not your's sierra. But like the one's ori gets. They suck. Anytime someone is negative or just comes to a realization thats not "go man!!!" everyone pours in with little annoying comments that only try to improve the type of relationship they have with the person they are leaving the comment for. The reaon they do that is because thy have no'real' connection. They just want to say 'oh yeah we chatted online with like a comment chain like yesterday or somthing i dont remember..." They want more friends. everyone is so preoccupied with getting more friends that they have no time to keep the good ones. Nobody, well hardly anybody has any real connection with anybody!! Ahggg!! Cant everybody see this? I dont want a response that says, 'yes, your not alone. im soo with you." If your going to respond, say something like, I dont know!! Anything!! DIDO!!!or 'I'm down'. Not anything where u try to get touchy feely like 'ask alice' or something. Keep those for your late night conversations with your f****ing teddy bear ok?!?!!?!?!Aggghhh People get real!! if you want to be a big eyed psychiatrist go practice on someone elses beau dua of a online couch!!!! Current mood:  bitchy.
i did you know. And now in more serious news, person Arianna Avena of Eugene is said to be without a halloween costume. Ladies and gentlemen this is no fickle fairy. She has exactly 8 days until her halloween party hits the big lights and this crisis might soon drive her to the breaking point. She is now in desperate need for some suggestions. If any of you know what she should be or have any information that could prove helpful to this case please call 341-1731 or email us back here. Well thats the news. Thank you and good night. Current mood: cynical.
first entry in a while isnt it? Well life moves by, however flat the wheel. Boredom mixed with anxiety about my life creates a sick gut feeling. It not senioritis. Seniors arent just all stress with the homework. Its the mindset of something big happening and you dont know what it will be. Its not knowing where you will be living a year from today. Well i gtg the 1st period bell just rang so...... where's sierra? I know where she is really but it's all sad in here. i know she's having an amazing time in italy but thats really just too bad for the rest of us who are standing yet another school day slowly...slowly ticking by until you get home and cant remember anything about it. I hate it!! Well gtg. Bye. The fact that we all are on the computer typing up what we like. Our favorite movies and colors. What does it really mean in the end? Fear. I know it's cliche but really, what is the purpose of a profile? So people will know who you are? Or so they won't forget you. We dont want to be forgotten or lost. We want to be there for anything 24/7, 12 months a year. That's how i feel right now. maybe not tommorrow but right now. I mean it's all ego innit? Well i gtg to 4th so see ya soon. Current mood:  blank.
It's about burritos!!!!! hahahaha. I have nothing to laugh about so I'll pretend I'm laughing because I am literally insane!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH\ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH\ HAHAHAHAHAH JAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHA HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood:  lonely.
I'm excited but scared. I'm not all packed. every things unsure. Big fights. Fun talks. No call backs. Lost cell phone with extended into oblivion fights. math homework. Math tests. Tomorrow!!!! Need new jackets!!!!!! Angry. emo. want to sleep;. need an end to my problems. No end. Just beginning. 
Current mood: stressed/nervous breakdown.
I'm waiting for some kind of a deep insight into your life to come to me. So I can keep you interested. But just like throwing up, I'm gonna have to wait a couple hours on the toilet till' anything comes out. Please dont be offended by my metaphor. It was kindly meant. So anyway even though it's lightyears away I am looking forward to chillin' with you in Denver. I think it will be great. I just finished chatting with you before i wrote this sentence. This quote is especially for you. "You're good enough, you're smart enough and gosh darn it people like you." - Stuart Smalley "The only difference between a diamond and a lump of coal is that the diamond had a little more pressure put on it." - Anonymous Current mood:  amused.
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